An Excerpt of Flash of the Sun
FLASH
OF THE SUN
A Thriller
by
Janvier
Chouteu-Chando
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Epilogue of Novel 1---“FLASH OF THE SUN” / Prologue of Novel
2---“OF LIFE, WAR AND PEACE”
An Excerpt from Novel 2---"OF
LIFE, WAR AND PEACE”
Chapter 8 of the Novel 3---“TRIPLE AGENT, DOUBLE CROSS”
Epilogue of Novel 3---“TRIPLE AGENT,
DOUBLE CROSS”
FOR MY COUNTRY;
FOR MY FATHERS, MOTHERS
AND THE LINES THEY ARE DESCENDED FROM…
My
unremitting love to Christopher Nkwayep-Chando, for helping me to rise above
myself and for honoring me with his legacy, and to Salomon Muna Yakana for
being that sorely missed friend.
“No one can make you feel inferior
without your consent.”
― Eleanor Roosevelt
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness:
only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”
― Martin Luther King Jr.
“Love is that condition in which the
happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
― Robert A. Heinlein
“We are all in the gutter, but some
of us are looking at the stars.”
― Oscar Wilde
“The use of political assassination
against liberation movements has changed the course of history in a number of
countries in Africa and continues to devastate the Middle East. The current
power relations between the Third World and the dominant Western and
imperialist powers, are a product of the
war of attrition which the West has waged, particularly by political
assassinations, which have robbed Africa and the Middle East of some of their
great leaders, and weakened their important political organizations.”
― Victoria Brittain
New York, Spring 1958
The patriotic Frenchman regarded the
car as a testament to France's recovery
after its humiliating defeat and four-year occupation by Germany during the
Second World War.
The automobile did not make René feel
proud or concerned as he navigated the streets of New York City that afternoon.
The expression of grim determination on his face relaxed only a little as he
left East 48th Street behind him and joined the crawl of traffic through
Broadway. The Frenchman’s preoccupation with the details of his self-assigned
mission made him completely oblivious to the skyscrapers on both sides of the
road and even distracted him to the point where he was just inches away from
hitting the back bumper of the blue Ford Fairlane sedan right in front of him when
he reacted swiftly by stepping hard on the brake pedal. The Renault Daphne
jerked to a sudden stop, thrusting his body forward and bringing his head close
to hitting the steering wheel. Infuriated with himself for almost screwing up
his mission with a stupid accident had he not snapped back in time to prevent it,
he hit the steering wheel repeatedly, gritted and then dropped back in his
seat.
“Merde…merde, les salopards!” René
cursed and didn’t cease until the cars hooting from his rear alerted him that
he was lagging behind the flow of traffic.
René moved the car forward, in rhythm
with the other vehicles in front of him and then looked at his perspiring palms
one after the other. He sighed at the irony of his nervousness and then narrowed
his eyelids even further. The contorted expression on his face only eased a
little as he drove into 1st Avenue/United Nations Plaza, steering the vehicle
through a variety of residential neighborhoods.
“Cette circulation est agaçante,”
he hissed under his breath.
True he hadn’t anticipated the heavy
traffic at that hour of the day and never imagined the temperature could hit
ninety-seven degrees Fahrenheit that afternoon. Nothing should mess up my
plans, he thought.
The Frenchman looked less agitated
when he parked the car in the Turtle Bay neighborhood, got out, opened the trunk,
and then pulled out a guitar case with hardly recognizable rifle parts inside. Even
though the thought of “La Bastringue” by the chansonnier Mary Rose-Anna Bolduc
crossed his mind as he shut the trunk with a bang, he started humming the
Quebecer’s song under his breath only after he locked the driver door and
pocketed the key.
“You have a nice baby there,” a voice
with a distinct Boston accent sounded from behind René, sending a chill up his
spine.
The Frenchman froze for a moment and then turned around with a half-angry
and half-surprised look on his face. “What did you just say?” he asked with a
sneer.
“It is a beautiful piece of
machinery. Oh yes! As a matter of fact, my wife is buying one tonight,” the
smiling American replied and then ran his hand on the hood of the Renault
Daphne as if caressing it.
“Thank you, Sir! Believe me, your
wife will love it,” René retorted, making no effort to disguise his thick
Gallic accent. Then he regarded the man for a moment with narrowed eyelids
before turning around and adding in a monotone, “Excuse me, Sir! I must leave
now.”
The Frenchman did not even dart a
look at the man he addressed the words to as he waved the American goodbye and walked
away. He hurried across the park with quick steps in the direction of the Tudor
City apartments, conscious of the dampness on the back of his shirt.
“Ignore it,” he hissed as he tried to
shake off the sudden upsurge of the irritation plaguing him.
René increased his pace as he
approached the apartment block situated directly opposite the impressive
complex that is the United Nations Headquarters, situated right across First
Avenue. He even covered the remaining twenty yards to the apartment door with
half-running steps.
“What am I doing to myself?” he mumbled,
mindful of his panting and the slight trembling of his hands.
The Frenchman pulled out the bunch of
keys from his back pocket, picked out an inconspicuous silver key, inserted it
into the keyhole and then unlocked the entrance door. He pushed it open, muttering
a torrent of curses under his breath as he stepped inside Giuseppe Matteotti’s
two-bedroom apartment. Then he locked the door behind him and hurried to the
casement window.
It was just a month ago that he made
the Italian painter’s acquaintance in a bar, got his invitation to his
apartment to see his paintings and then decided to copy the painter’s key after
he told him he would be away in his old country for half a year.
René took less than three minutes to
assemble the sniper rifle and then set
aside fifteen minutes for his high level of adrenaline to subside while he waited
for his target. But the target did not show up until forty-three minutes later,
and even when he exited the United Nations building, he did so with a crowd. Furthermore,
the man never stayed for more than a second or two in the crosshairs of René’s
rifle scope, a development that agitated him even further.
Even though the target appeared
bearded, he was certain it was Ruben Um Nyobè, the energetic six-foot leader of
“The Union of the Populations of the Cameroons (UPC)”, the civic-nationalist
political party that morphed into the Cameroonian Underground Organization by
taking up arms against France in French Cameroun after the French Trusteeship
administration banned it in 1955. And he was talking and gesturing to the five
men and a lone woman around him with an air of confidence and a smile on his
face that triggered a flow of bile up René’s throat. He swallowed it back and
licked his lips.
René’s heart skipped a beat when the
diplomats started walking with the French Camerounian away from the building.
His cardiac turmoil was followed by an ache in his stiffened trigger finger as
he focused his aim and waited for the moment to deliver the shot that would
avenge the death of his brother. However, just as he was about to press the
trigger, his target stopped, held the shoulder of one of the foreign diplomats
and then moved away. The unexpected movement made René gasp without intending to. Now, his view of the target was almost
completely blocked by the burly diplomat, a development that infuriated him
even further, leaving his nerves more overwrought than before. The Frenchman
bit his lip as he watched the other diplomats encircle the target and then walked
him to the waiting car. Then the grey sedan drove away seconds after the French
Camerounian got in.
Rage swept over René, making him
quiver, so that he buckled under the weight of his failure, slumped to the floor,
and then rolled over. He hit his thighs with both fists, emitting a series of
grunts that seemed to give a peculiar rhyme to the vocal manifestation of his
tribulation. The Frenchman hardly knew what he was doing when he leaned
backwards on the wall and closed his eyes, muttering barely audible curses as
he banged the back of his head on the partition.
René Roccard’s lip movement stopped
for a moment, followed by a deep frown, an unconscious facial movement that
created a look of extreme rage on his face. Then without even opening his eyes,
he nodded to himself several times as if acknowledging an inner voice. Yes, it
was his inner voice all right. He would try again for the third time, and if
the next attempt turned out to be unsuccessful too, he would make the journey
to French Cameroun and finish the job there.
René closed his eyes again and tried
to shake off the haunting Monday, January 6, 1958
headline in the New York Times, but it kept imposing itself on his mind.
France Sends Troops to Crush Red-Led
Uprising in Cameroons; Acts to Prevent New 'Algeria' in African Territory Where
Rebels Burned 60 Villages.
“Les idiots, les imbéciles!”
he growled and pulled his hair, “The rebellion in our Cameroun isn’t
different from the one in Algeria. That’s why Marc is dead,” He quivered this
time around in an inaudible voice, ruffled his hair and then closed his eyes.
A moment of silence ensued before he
buried his head in his hands and started weeping. His weeping had subsided into
a snivel when the first humming sound of "La
Complainte du Partisan" (The Complaint of the Partisan―"The
Partisan") escaped his lips, He did not stop shedding tears until he came
to the end of the first stanza, when he
growled the lyric “… I took my gun and
vanished.”
René was angry with himself when he
went to bed that night and woke up the next morning feeling dejected. He was
brushing his teeth grumpily when he recalled the song about the French
Resistance against Nazi Germany and started singing it for no apparent reason. He
sang it again to the end as he took a shower and as he ate breakfast. The song
must have had a palliative effect on him that morning because he looked more
solemn than sad when he made it to work that day. However, that emotion did not
last for long because news from Paris reporting General Charles De Gaulle’s
return to power in France reached the consulate hardly an hour after he got
there. The afternoon report brought a genuine smile to his face for the first
time that week.
**************
The month of May 1958 is remembered
in the annals of French History as the month of the second and most important
Algiers Putsch—an attempt to overthrow the reigning government in Paris that
was launched from the capital of French Algeria.
This was after the French populace
grew tired of governments that were plagued by recurrent cabinet crises that in
turn increased the misgivings of the French Army and the French settlers in the
colonies, especially in Algeria. The plotted revolt of these French soldiers
was a culmination of years of political instability originating from the
shortcomings of the parliamentary system of the French Fourth Republic, which
saw twenty prime ministers govern France within eleven years, the vast majority
of them coming from parties on the left of the political spectrum.
Following years of chafing against
the incompetence of different French governments to quell the rebellions in
Algeria and French Cameroun, the army became convinced that even the current
right-wing government of the ethnic German and Alsace-born Pierre Eugène Jean
Pflimlin was about to act out of
political expediency and order another precipitated pullout from the
territories, just like the previous center-left government of Pierre Mendès
France left French Indochina in 1954, thereby sacrificing French honor in the
process.
That was why from the balconies in
Algiers in Algeria and Yaoundé in French Cameroun
to the corridors of power in France itself, patriotic voices were heard calling
for the return to power of General Charles De Gaulle. The cry for the return of
the towering French warrior and statesman to the political scene carried with
it a fervor that felt like some sort of religious zeal.
The people had every reason to seek
political salvation from their hero of the Second World War. It was Charles De Gaulle who saved French honor during
the four years of Germany’s occupation of France,
but then surprised the nation by resigning from public office in 1946, decrying
the weaknesses of the French Fourth Republic, its constitution, and the
parliamentary system of government. Now, he was vindicated.
Just like millions of discontented
and despondent French citizens, René Roccard regarded the French legend as
their only hope in rallying the French nation again. He believed General
Charles De Gaulle was the only person capable of giving a sense of direction to
France’s relationship with its evolving territories and colonies and saw the
general as the only French figure capable of making France highly respectable
in its affairs with the rest of the changing world. What is more, René was
convinced that France was entering a new era in its history, a phase that would
allow patriots like him to accomplish their self-assigned missions for the
fatherland and be acknowledged at the same time as French heroes who saved France from
irrelevancy.
René Roccard was in a state of heightened anxiety the night
after the French consulate in New York granted his request to travel to France.
He barely had enough hours of sleep to keep him alert the next day. With his anticipation
fueled and kept high by his constant thoughts on French Cameroun, he had every
reason to dwell on some of his doubts. There was much about the territory to
keep abreast of—a lot to learn, personalities to know and strategies to devise.
He arrived in Paris that
late spring without letting his friends, family and relatives know about it and
then reported the next day to the Ministry of Overseas territories for a
meeting with the new minister. The appointment was set for Thursday.
René was in high spirits
when he showed up at the former Hôtel Majestic in central Paris, once a massive
luxury hotel that politicians decided to transform into a hub for diplomacy. He
was even more effusive when a secretary ushered him into the minister’s office.
But the meeting was a flop even before it ended, or so he concluded
prematurely. The new minister’s partial grasp of the situation in French
Cameroun left René infuriated to the point where he almost called the man a
moron, a concern he thought of informing his superiors about.
A faint expression of
suppressed rage at the lack of substance of the meeting could be seen on his
face as he rose to leave. But then André Colin rose too and extended his hand
to him. René hesitated for a moment before shaking it, musing at the fact that
he stood a head taller than the minister. But then, André Colin made him smile
for the first time that afternoon as he walked him to the door.
“I don’t think you know
about this, but Monsieur Pierre Messmer is eager to meet you. In fact, he asked
me to schedule a rendezvous with you for Tuesday next week, right here in my
office.”
“Messmer?” he exclaimed,
dimming his eyes suspiciously.
“Oui, Roccard!
Pierre Messmer himself.”
René smiled, shaking his
head in acknowledgment. “I will be here next Thursday; that’s for sure. At what
time is the rendezvous?”
The meeting was scheduled
to take place at three o’clock that Tuesday. But René was at the imperial
building half an hour early. He was eager to meet his former commander again.
Their last encounter was during Pierre Messmer’s first year as the High
Commissioner of French Cameroun. So, when five months ago, the new government
acknowledged Pierre Messmer’s impeccable grasp of the developments in French
Africa by promoting him to the strategic post of High Commissioner of French
Equatorial Africa, René Roccard was not surprised at all about it. His former
commander was the right person to talk to.
A secretary ushered him
into the office a minute early. And there at the window was Pierre Messmer.
André Colin was nowhere in sight.
“René, René Le
formidable,” Pierre Messmer bellowed, opened his arms wide and approached
René Roccard with a warm smile.
“Mon Commandant,”
René muttered with a smile spread across his face.
“Look at you. You haven’t
changed much,” Pierre Messmer chuckled.
The two men had little to
say to each other for the next couple of seconds as they clung to one another
in a bear hug.
“I feel extremely honored
by the fact that you set aside some of your precious time to see me. Especially
with the busy schedule you have to keep
up with,” René said, looking satisfied.
“What are you talking
about? If I can’t be available for someone like you, then who else is out there
for me to accommodate with my worries about France.”
“I guess there is much we
need to talk about.”
“I am at your disposal.
We have all the time in the world. Monsieur Colin made arrangements for some
brandy to keep us going while we grapple with the problems haunting France.”
“Magnifique! Cognac?”
“Bien sûr que oui! Now, if my memory isn’t playing games with me, then I remember you as
someone with a particular fondness for brandy. In fact, your taste buds for the
drink were good back in the day. You might not have known about this, but you
amazed me with your ability to distinguish the different qualities of brandy
without blinking an eye.”
“What a drink!”
“Excellent! Mon Dieu! You and I loved brandy back in the day! Huh! Brandy was so
scarce back then in Indochina,” Pierre Messmer offered.
René grinned at the
mention of Indochina. Like Pierre Messmer, he too was sent to Indochina right
after the Second World War to help restore complete French control in the
colony after the departure of the Japanese invaders, and to eliminate the
influence of the Marxist Vietminh forces of the Vietnamese revolutionary and
liberation leader Ho Chi Minh.
It was René’s first posting to Asia and there
were few distractions in the jungle to make Indochina interesting. That is until he developed an extreme fondness for
oriental women and brandy. It was in Southeast Asia that he discovered his
strong attraction for women with a high degree of pigmentation.
“Brandy is still my
thing,” he said to Pierre Messmer with a smile.
René Roccard listened to
Pierre Messmer as he small-talked. He never took his eyes off his former boss
as he picked up two glasses from the open cabinet and poured them both a drink.
Then Pierre Messmer handed him a glass.
“Vive La France,”
Pierre Messmer toasted.
“Vive La France,”
René repeated and clinked glasses with Pierre Messmer before bringing his drink
to his lips.
“Well!”
“Merci!” René
responded after a good gulp, “C’est merveilleux!”
“Certainement! It tastes better than the ones we had over there. You
won’t believe it, but I experienced an unusual craving for brandy during those
two months that I chaffed in Vietminh captivity.”
“I understand,” René said
with a nod, locking eyes with Messmer’s in reaffirmation of their mutual trust.
“I know you understand
because you also suffered the same indignity.”
“Five months,” René
muttered and closed his eyes for a couple of seconds at the recollection.
“I take it you know what
it means for you, for me and for our
other compatriots who made it to glory in Paris with Parisians lining the
streets cheering us for restoring their honor that Hitler’s men trampled upon during
those four years of German occupation of our holy city and sacred country. We didn’t
stop at Paris but went on to sweep through the rest of France, achieving one
victory after the other in battles buoyed by the spirit of Paris’s liberation.
And the glory and vindication that came with chasing the Nazis all the way to
Germany after liberating our land.”
“Merveilleux!”
“And what happened a few
years after our glorious ride to victory?”
“Well!”
“I am talking about the
humiliation of finding ourselves in bamboo prisons controlled by swarthy
dwarfish illiterates whose concept of war belongs to the dark ages. Hmm! And
then we ended up losing Indochina to the savages after that because our
politicians lacked the will to fight. Humiliating!” Messmer growled.
“I understand.”
“I knew you would
understand. We fought side by side in France, Germany,
and Indochina. We returned home after those wars only to find France gripped by
chaos. Yes, René! I took the diplomatic post as an escape from France that I
have always loved because I could no longer tolerate its squabbling
politicians, especially those of the left.”
“I also did the same
thing,” René interjected.
“Hmm! So, you sought
peace of mind in America. Hmm! But it is obvious you never stopped worrying
about our beloved France; you never stopped grappling with the challenges
confronting this beautiful country.”
René Roccard nodded his
head several times in acknowledgement. “Certainement!” he mumbled with
half-closed eyes.
“René, Le Formidable!
I’ll go ahead with the purpose of our meeting.”
“Bien sûr!”
“When I learned of your
request to go to French Cameroun, I said to myself— ‘Here is the man we need.’”
“I don’t want to recall
the number of times I made that request.”
“René, René, René! Your
kid brother was serving in French Cameroun! How much sacrifice could France
demand from a single family at a given time?”
René shook his head but
said nothing in reply.
“I am sorry about Marc.”
“He is dead, and we have
a job to do. Those bandits should not be allowed to succeed.”
“I am glad you are
committed to the land your brother sacrificed his life for. The New France
won’t be led to flee French Cameroun or Algeria as left-led France abandoned
Indochina to Ho Chi Minh’s red bandits. Général Charles De Gaulle is
back, and so too is our glory.”
“I like your language,”
René said, sipping his brandy and licking his lips.
“You won’t believe it if
I tell you that the first native we put there as prime minister wanted me to
authorize the army to use Napalm on Um Nyobé’s people. He wanted us to ‘wipe
the Bassa people out’, as he puts it.”
“André-Marie Mbida is a
moron. His utterances against Um Nyobé and the UPC partisans the fellow is
leading make our campaign look bad.”
“Good, you understand the
liability we created. He certainly is a bad son of a bitch, but he is our son
of a bitch for all I know. The Americans have a better way of phrasing it,
don’t they?”
René nodded. “My
experiences in Cameroun taught me that Mbida’s ethnic group is not fond of the
Bassa people. So, you understand why I think getting rid of this Mbida guy was
the right thing to do. All the same, we must not ostracize the Beti people in
the process. They are a strategic asset in our control of that land.”
“You are right about the
Beti factor. Andre-Marie Mbida is gone, and now we have our prime minister
there, someone who is of a lot better use in accomplishing our designs. If you
ask me, getting rid of André-Marie Mbida was the only good thing Jean Ramadier
did when he replaced me as the High Commissioner of French Cameroun.”
“The bastard! I heard he was planning to lift the ban on the
UPC and make it legal again.”
“Had Jean Ramadier
succeeded in doing that, it would have spelt an end to our project in the
Central African region. He took us years back during his three-week tenure in
office over there. Allowing the UPC to operate as a legal entity would mean
allowing our enemies to take over French Cameroun. Believe it or not, we found
out shortly after the bastard got there that he was on very warm terms with Sekou Touré during the time that he served
as the High Commissioner of Guinea. So, you understand why we had to get him
out of there without delay.”
“I never trusted our
left-wing politicians. My mistrust of them dates back to our days in the
Resistance in France. And in a way, Jean Ramadier is like his father. They have
proven to be more committed to their socialist agendas than to the interest of
France.”
“Like father like son!”
René affirmed.
Pierre Messmer thought
for a moment and then shook his head. “The
son to all intents and
purposes is more to the left than the father. Paul Ramadier’s decision to end
his party’s alliance with the Communists while he was the Prime Minister of
France in 1947 still intrigues me.”
“You have a point there, Mon Commandant.”
“As I was saying, pulling
the rug under the Mbida fellow’s feet was the only good thing Jean Ramadier
did, but implementing our long-term plans for French Cameroun and the rest of
Francophone Africa is a task we still have to accomplish.”
“How is Ahmadou Ahidjo
doing?”
“Good! I see you are
versed with the fellow. So far, he has been fulfilling his purpose.”
“Good!”
“I am glad we are on the
same page on so many things. Hmm, René! We are about to enter a new era in our
relationship with the colonies and territories, with those lands that we
adopted. They have a sense of the direction they want to go. But where they
actually head to depends on how we want our future ties with them to look
like.”
“It shouldn’t be in the direction
Indochina took. The communists are roaming all over Vietnam today,” René said
tersely.
“I agree with you, René. Général
De Gaulle is of the same opinion. We are at the doorsteps of a new age in
our history as we embark on a strategy to loosen our grip on our overseas
backyard. We will relax our control, but we won’t let our colonies and
territories go the way the British allowed theirs in Asia and Africa to wander
off. Yes, the British are turning their backs as if it is of no consequence,
even as their former colonies go about embracing the Soviet Union and Marxism.
India and Ghana are with the East, Nasser hates the West and U Nu is about to
deliver Burma into the arms of the Russian bear.”
“Our politicians must
have copied the British policy by letting Indochina go the way it did,” René
said with a sigh.
“I agree with you. We
also risk the complete loss of our colonies and territories in Africa if we
lose our nerves and allow France to be swept off its feet by the decolonization
wave. It is a small wave now, but I see all the signs of a tidal wave
developing there in the coming months and years if we lose French Cameroun and
Algeria. We have vital interests in Africa, René! There is no way we can defend
those strategic interests after the decolonization process unless we completely
defeat the Algerian and the Kamerunian nationalists.”
“You are right,” René
said with a nod, “I lived in America and learned something very important
during my stay there. The heartland of capitalism thrives on interest. Wealth, power, and glory stem from the ability to
procure, secure and defend your interests; and ultimate power lies with those
who are most effective in guarding their interests and spheres of influence. We
have a huge interest in Africa and losing or maintaining it is our decision
alone to make. That decision should not be based on righteousness but on the
wisdom to accept the fact that we have a collective destiny with the
francophone territories because we are their mentors.”
Pierre Messmer nodded, a
slight smile corrupting the sides of his mouth. “I agree with you, René.”
“Through the scheme of
things beyond the understanding of our mortal minds, France was given a
responsibility to be involved in the destiny of peoples it managed to bring
into the fold of humanity, into modern civilization as we all know it. That is
why shying away from those lands now is an option that would only haunt us
tomorrow.”
“René, René! You said it
beautifully. I like your philosophy,” Pierre Messmer enthused and raised his hands
in the air.
René nodded with a smile.
“Merci, Mon Commandant!”
“I want you by my side in
French Cameroun,” Pierre Messmer began, cracked his knuckles, and then continued,
“I need someone who can direct the wind while I am away as my duties expand to
French West Africa. I see a lot of political developments taking place in
Francophone Sub-Saharan Africa by the end of the year. Général Charles
De Gaulle, you, I, and a host of other like-minded patriots think we should
have the right order and the right Africans in place before we allow the
colonies and territories there to become members of the United Nations Organization.”
“You are right.”
“Our purpose should be
for the new France,” Pierre Messmer intoned and rested his hand on René’s
shoulder.
René nodded. “I agree
with you.”
“That’s why I think you
have a strong shoulder to lean on,” Pierre Messmer said, dropping his hand and
caressing his chin. Then he nodded and added, “I see your focus is on French
Cameroun. I cannot count the number of times I told the buffoons who were in
power in Paris that the war in French Cameroun is winnable. Very few of the
leftist sissies in the past governments believed me. Oh!
They disheartened me. I am glad they are gone.”
“I understand your
position. Believe me, I do.”
“I have devised a
strategy,” Pierre Messmer said and emitted a light guttural sound, “In fact; I
am looking forward to working with you and other like-minded patriots in
perfecting and implementing this plan of action. Bear in mind that we are being
presented with a very rare opportunity to practice all the theories of
counter-revolutionary warfare that we devised in Vietnam.”
“How?” René asked with
dimmed eyes.
“This is how it is going
to work. We shall create pacification zones throughout our French Cameroun. And
after doing that, we shall separate the civilian population there from the
rebels in the bush. We shall relocate these civilians from their scattered
villages and hamlets to roadside settlements in those pacification zones. The
civilian population would be guarded by our troops, and also by French
Cameroonians who accept our rule. That’s how we shall alienate the guerrillas
from their support base. The zones I am talking about shouldn’t be more than
two percent of the territory of French Cameroun.”
“We must not lose again,”
René whispered.
“Believe me, victory is
ours and losing isn’t an option. René, I am choosing you for many reasons, but
the most important one is your determination to see France win in French
Cameroun. There is a divine scheme in our involvement in Africa. It goes beyond
tradition, human comprehension, and
national conscience. It is based on a belief, René; it is based on a belief
that cannot accommodate doubts.”
“I agree with you, Mon Commandant!” René said, picked up
the bottle of brandy and refilled their glasses, “Vive La France,” he
toasted, making it sound like a battle cry.
“Vive La France,”
Pierre Messmer echoed, emptied his glass of drink, and then started humming
Anna Marly’s LE CHANT DES PARTISANS―Chant de la Libération (THE SONG OF THE
PARTISANS ― Song of the Liberation), which was the most popular song of the
Free French and the French Resistance during the Second World War. René joined
him as they articulated the lyrics:
Ami, entends-tu Mate, do you hear
Le vol noir des corbeaux The dark flight of the crows
Sur nos plaines? Over our plains?
Ami, entends-tu Mate, do you hear
Les cris sourds du pays The muffled clamor
Qu'on enchaîne? Of enchained countries?
Ohé! partisans, Hey, partisans,
Ouvriers et paysans, Workers and peasants
C'est l'alarme! This is the signal
Ce soir l'ennemi Tonight the enemy
Connaîtra le prix du sang Will know the price of blood
Et des larmes!
And tars...
Montez de la mine, Join the sabotage,
Descendez des collines, Get off the hills,
Camarades! Comrades!
Sortez de la paille Get out of
the straw
Les fusils, la mitraille, The rifles, the grape-shot,
Les grenades... The Grenades…
Ohé! les tueurs, Hey, killers,
A la balle et au couteau, With a bullet or by knife,
Tuez vite!
Kill swiftly!
Ohé! saboteur, Hey, saboteur,
Attention à ton fardeau: Pay attention to your burden:
Dynamite!
Dynamite!
C'est nous qui brisons It's us who are smashing
Les barreaux des prisons The prison bars
Pour nos frères, For our brothers,
La haine à nos trousses, The hatred at our
heels,
Et la faim qui nous pousse, And the hunger that drives us,
La misère... The misery…
Il y a des pays There are countries
Ou les gens au creux de lits Where people deep in
their beds,
Font des rêves; Weave dreams;
Ici, nous, vois-tu, Here, we, you see,
Nous on marche et nous on tue, We march, We kill,
Nous on crève. We die.
Ici chacun sait Here everyone knows
Ce qu'il veut, ce qui'il fait What he wants, what he
does
Quand il passe... When it takes place…
Ami, si tu tombes Mate, if you go down,
Un ami sort de l'ombre A mate out of the
shadows,
A ta place.
Takes your place.
Demain du sang noir Tomorrow black blood
Séchera au grand soleil Will be drying under the sun,
Sur les routes. On the roads,
Sifflez, compagnons, Whistle, companions,
Dans la nuit la Liberté At night, freedom
Nous écoute... Is listening to us…
“Merveilleux!” René said at the end of the song and shook his head
repeatedly, “How it inspired us. It drove us to get back our honor from the
Germans.”
Pierre Messmer nodded
too, his hand tightening around his glass, straining the muscles. “They are
beginning to call themselves Maquis, just like our rural guerrilla bands of
French Resistance fighters during the German occupation of France.”
“As if there is anything
in common between them and us,” René growled.
“The vermin!” Pierre
Messmer snarled too.
“Merde!” René growled again.
Pierre Messmer nodded but did not utter a word for a moment,
“Damn the UPC. Damn Um Nyobè! Damn Moumie! Damn Kingue! Damn Ouandie!” he
exploded.
René exited the imperial building that
evening with a smile on his face. From the time he left the United States of
America right up to the moment he showed up for the meeting, he had been
wondering whether the Overseas and Defense Ministries would transfer him to
fight in French Cameroun. And just when he was becoming desperate about it,
Pierre Messmer showed up and offered him a high-profile assignment in the
United Nations Trust territory of French Cameroun. He had not expected things
to work out so well.
Even though Clement Coulther slept
through most of the transatlantic flight to Paris, he was half-awake just
seconds before the air hostess announced that the plane was about to land.
Clement opened his eyes, yawned, and stretched his body. At least, I feel
better now, he thought. He sat up in a lackluster manner, turned around and
then smiled at the elderly English lady by his side.
"You have slept very
well. Do you feel refreshed?" she said and smiled back.
“I feel great! I am glad
I’m up just in time.”
“Did you say just in
time?”
“Uh-huh!”
“Oh, you mean for the
landing?”
“Yes, Mrs. Moore. I can’t think of a sight better
than an aerial view of Paris.”
“It is marvelous. Call me
Barbara.”
Clement nodded. “It certainly
is marvelous. All the more reason I wouldn’t miss the opportunity of catching
one for the sake of the best treasures in this world,” he muttered and smiled
wider, but with a mischievous glint in his eyes that was aimed at an
approaching flight attendant, “Even for that woman who could break my heart,”
he added in a conspiratorial whisper.
“Hasn’t it been broken
already?”
“Huh! Never! What are you
talking about?”
“I heard you mutter her
name in your sleep.”
“Really! Who?”
Silence reigned between
the two for a moment before the English lady said in a forthcoming tone, “you
repeated her name a couple of times. It could have been Helen or Elaine or
something similar.”
“What else did I say
besides a name?”
“I am hazy about it, but
this one stuck out,” she said with a flush and then put her hand over her
mouth.
“It is okay, Mrs. Moore! Go ahead and tell me?” he urged
with a smile.
“Call me Barbara! Well! You
said her name and something like ‘lost treasure’ afterwards. There were other things
in-between.”
“Lost treasure?”
“Uh-huh! There was more.”
“What else did I say?”
“Did you kiss and embrace
others in front of her?”
“Damn!”
“You must be in love with
her.”
“Uh-huh!” Clement said
and sighed, “I still think of her even as I kiss and embrace other women.
Perhaps that’s what I was trying to say in my sleep.”
“I am sorry.”
“Huh!” Clement grunted,
turned his face away from the old lady and frowned.
“Forgive me for poking my
nose. I couldn’t help listening.”
He nodded but did not
turn around to face her again. Instead, he dropped back into his seat and shut
his eyes. “I was tired; I was truly tired,” he said, more to himself than to
the lady by his side.
Clement placed the source
of his listlessness with the disorientation that started haunting him a couple
of months ago. It was sapping his energy and the will to carry on with life the
way it was before he lost his bearings in life. But he was determined to
overcome that—first by getting over the bitterness of his divorce from Helen
and then by dispelling the haunting memory of the loss of his son.
Even though some of his friends marveled at his newfound freedom and
thought he had so much to look forward to, he alone knew the turmoil in his
soul. The return to a life of full-time bachelorhood quickly lost its appeal as
he became a jaded womanizer who even feared to
be there for the woman expecting his child. His image in that regard was
not helped by the parties, nightclubs and one-night stands that followed his
divorce. That is, until the phone call
less than forty-eight hours ago sent him packing his bags for Paris.
“See how beautiful Paris
looks from above,” he mumbled with a darting glance at his neighbor.
“I love it,” she replied
with a warm smile.
“I can’t wait to walk its
streets,” he half-whispered, fixing his eyes again on the city they were
wafting over.
The lady said something
in reply, but Clement did not pay attention to her words. His mind had drifted
again, back to a yesterday that held so many fun memories.
The last head-wrecking drama began at
a party organized by his friend Peter Miller in a suburb of Harrisburg,
Pennsylvania. He had consumed more than his fair share of drinks; he had danced
with more blondes, brunettes, and
redheads than he could care to remember; and he had not closed his eyes long
enough afterwards, thanks to the effort of an energetic twenty-three-year-old
that made him doubt his vigor for the first time.
Fate appeared to have
been on his side the next morning when his host told him that Jason Montgomery,
his pal from the News Syndicate, wanted him on the phone.
“Tell him I will call
back,” he had responded and then went
about nursing his hangover with the blonde nibbling his ear.
Peter Miller had returned
a couple of minutes later with a smile on his face.
“Jason said you will like
this one. The assignment involves Paris.”
“What the hell,” he had
wheezed.
“He said it has something
to do with Charles De Gaulle and ‘The French Rooster’.”
“Yeah!” he had added and
continued kissing the blonde’s hand in a disinterested manner.
“He said ‘The French
Rooster’ has already left America and returned to Paris.”
He had thought about that
last piece of information for a moment and then sat
up abruptly. The blonde was startled when he tossed her hand off his thigh as
if she were an itchy blanket and then jumped out of bed and hurried to the
phone.
Jason had to be right.
Something was brewing in France. Charles De Gaulle, the French hero who saved
France’s honor in the Second World War by championing French resistance against
the German occupation of the country and by leading the liberation of Paris;
Charles De Gaulle, the statesman who distinguished himself as France’s greatest
post-war hope, but then shocked the world in 1946 by quitting the French political
scene, was back in politics as the new Prime Minister of France. Also, the fact
that René Roccard, alias “The French Rooster”, hurriedly packed his bag and
returned home, buttressed Clement’s suspicions even further that monumental developments
were afoot in France and its overseas possessions.
The New York Times needed
a correspondent in the field right away, and Clement’s bosses thought he might
want to do the job.
Of course, he wanted to
do the job. Paris happened to be the one place on earth that never failed to
pull him from the downside of life into making a fresh start, like a phoenix
rising from its funeral pyre. He had made his debut there as a journalist
working for the Air Force magazine, using the print media to report the
excesses of the Free French Forces against the former supporters of Marshall
Petain and his Vichy regime whom they accused of collaborating with the German
military during the years that Nazi Germany occupied France.
Clement thought it was
ironic that the first time he met René Roccard was on his first day in Paris.
The French capital became his favorite city in Europe and inspired him to
return home and finish his journalism program at Rutgers, the State University
of New Jersey.
The drive to New York was
a long one, but he stopped only twice to relieve his bladder and get something
to eat and drink. Coffee and Coca-Cola kept him awake throughout the drive and
sandwiches did a great job of keeping his digestive juices at bay. He reported
upon arrival at the New York Times building on 42nd Street when dusk was on the
horizon. The process went faster than anticipated. He even signed his contract
with a smile on his face and then picked up his plane ticket and left the
building.
Clement looked out of the window of
the airplane just in time to spot the shining River Seine snaking its way
through the city. His eyelids narrowed a little as he marveled at the rows upon
rows of classic buildings that swept past his eyes. The beckoning Palace of
Versailles and its beautiful fountains rolled from his view to reveal moments
later the imposing Eiffel tower.
He took a deep breath as
he prepared to disembark.
“What else do you have in
there,” the customs officer asked pointedly, never taking his gaze off
Coulther’s eyes as he rested a hand on his luggage.
“Nothing! Nothing to
spoil my first night in Paris in two years and nothing to stop me from having a
bite of one of your famous Parisian croissants,” he beamed.
The official let Clement
through without a fuss.
It was easy to find a
taxi to the center of the city, so he was
en-route to the St. Petersburg hotel hardly fifteen minutes after going through
the inspection. Even though he felt tired as he leaned back in his seat and
avoided a conversation with the driver, he could not shake off his excitement.
Clement often wondered
why the city of Paris stirred his instincts, accelerated his impulses, and
warmed his blood so much, filling him with ideas and memories of a past he
seemed to love and hate. Yet, the answer was simple. Paris epitomized the
essence of beauty, freedom, liberty, and hope. Paris was the place that
provided him with so many answers to some of life’s
deep questions since the first day he walked its streets following the
liberation of the city in August 1944. It was in the French capital that he
first unleashed his passion for publishing and broadcasting the war, first as
an amateur military journalist and later as a professional who covered Europe, Asia,
and Africa—reporting on war, terrorism, revolution, uprisings, and coups. The city also made it possible for him to
meet all sorts of fanciful women.
The exhausted Clement
heaved a sigh of relief when the taxi stopped in front of the hotel. He stepped
out of the car, stretched his body, and then pulled out his wallet and paid the
fare. The driver helped him to take out his luggage
but did not follow him inside.
He felt a pleasing sense
of change when he finally settled into the comfort of his hotel room. There was
so much to do, so many people to get back in touch with and so many places to
visit. But first, he needed water on his body.
The shower had its
desired effect. It calmed him down. Clement walked out of the bathroom and
flung his tired body onto the bed. He dozed off right away and did not wake up
until it was already nightfall.
Clement left the hotel at
19:53 hours for the Cafe Zinc district and chose to settle in Jacques Melac’s
famous Bistrot Melac. To some of the diners there, he looked like the average
American exploring the city’s cuisine. But he felt like he was reliving his
past as he ordered a Southern French menu with the air of confidence of someone
who knew exactly what he was leaving out. He even gave an acknowledging nod
when the waiter told him that it came from Jacques Melac’s native Aveyron.
Clement ate quietly, absorbing everything around him—from the staff to the
customers and even the scenes outside. A glass of wine from Jacques Melac’s
stockade off Rue de Charonne spurred him on his feet again.
Clement intended his next
stop to be Grand Boulevards where he sang a ballad at a popular bar during his
previous visit to Paris, but he found himself at Boulevard des Italiens
instead. He wanted to walk a little; he wanted to put his subconscious mind to
work for tomorrow and the days after because he would have to get on René Roccard’s
trail, get into the recess of plots by men of the former Free French Movement
who were bent on creating the new French
Republic. He was determined to be on top of reporting Europe’s next big
story.
He acted out of an
impulse and made a left turn into Rue Louis Le Grand. The street, though quiet
and less crowded than Boulevard des Italiens, was picturesque in its own right.
Less than a hundred yards
of walking brought him a couple of feet away from the door to the apartment of
Emilie Villiers, his ex-Franco-Cambodian girlfriend. He stopped for a moment but then steeled himself from knocking
on it. His recollection of their first encounter on her twenty-fourth birthday
made him wince a little. Emilie found the door into his life at a time when she
was still reeling from the stigma of being the former lover of a Vichy minister
and for having had an affair with a German soldier.
He smiled without
intending to as he recalled some of the games they played with each other’s
hearts. His affair with Emilie had boosted her self-esteem to overcome her
humiliation, but he didn’t think he had much of a future with a woman who drank
champagne almost every day, glowed in the presence of the rich and the famous,
and who seemed to enjoy her frequent mood swings. All the same, he could not
stop himself from wondering about her as he walked past her door, six years
after he slipped out of her life, and five years after her childhood friend
Marie Rocheteau updated him on her unstable life.
A half-oriental herself,
Marie suffered a similar humiliation when a Parisian mob shaved her head and
paraded her half-naked in the streets with other women accused of sleeping with
German soldiers. Marie’s older full-blooded Vietnamese half-sister, Christelle
Nguyen was dating René Roccard back in 1953.
Clement was about to turn
right at the next intersection onto Place D’Opera when a figure jumped in front
of him, brandishing a knife.
“Ton
portefeuille...ton wallet...Vites, vites, vites,” the intruder said rapidly
and approached Clement with a menacing look on his face.
Clement disarmed the
fellow even before he said the last words. Quick karate kicks knocked the knife
out of the mugger’s right hand to the point where the man had no idea of what
was coming when Clement twisted his arm hard and flipped him crashing down on
the cobblestones.
“Watch out who you run
into,” Clement warned as he kicked the miserable-looking thief repeatedly in
the abdomen, forcing the guy to curl over. Then he spat on the groaning man,
turned around and started walking away without even looking back, but conscious
of the fact that the mugger got up and ran away in the opposite direction.
Clement felt irked by the
incident. He figured me out as a foreigner, probably because of this Levi
jeans and flannel shirt. Hmm, I need to get new clothes tomorrow to fit into
the Parisian crowd, he thought.
But his attacker never
imagined he was confronting a decorated ex-soldier and a winner of black belts
in judo and Isshin-ryū karate.
With the surge of his adrenaline
subsiding, Clement sank gradually into a pensive mood, unconscious of the
reduced pace of his strides. He stopped suddenly in front of the gigantic
Second Empire Style Paris Opera building for no apparent reason and then shook his head repeatedly like
someone pondering a puzzling phenomenon. His countenance changed moments after
as he peered at the building with an enigmatic expression on his face. The
structure always seemed to be revealing something new and exciting each time he
visited.
The deep brightness of his
eyes made it plain that he was seeking deeper meaning in the green cupola and
the winged groups of sculptured figures. What did the architects and
builders have in mind when they created these expressions of life or the
gargoyles in the neighboring buildings? He wondered.
“Exultation, exaltation,
uplifting flight of the spirit to the highest pinnacles of joy and happiness?”
he mumbled to himself.
Clement stuck his hands
deep into his pockets but did not take
his eyes off the building, oblivious to those by his side or those walking
past, as he sank deeper into his memories. It was in this building that he
watched his first opera and fell in love with Charlotte Aglionby, one of the
opera’s divas who opened his eyes to the world of classical music and made him
appreciate French composer Georges Bizet’s opera “Carmen”
and the hedonistic “La Traviata” by his Italian counterpart Giuseppe Verdi. She
was the one who spurred him to become a connoisseur. A rueful smile caressed
his lips as he dwelled on his past with Charlotte.
Charlotte Aglionby, the
vivacious diva who strove to live her life like Violetta Valery, the heroine in
the opera “La Traviata”. She must have fancied him to be her eternally loyal
and understanding lover like Alberto, Violetta’s admirer, because she brought
more men into her life than he could stomach, and she made him weep several
times in jealousy until the day he almost choked the life out of her in a brief
moment of insanity that never failed to leave him with a residue of bitterness
and rue each time he recalled it. The act had left him quivering in remorse as
he watched her get up from the floor, stagger to the sink and drink a glass of
water still holding her throat and gasping for breath. She had laughed at him
afterwards, taunting him for not being as brave as Othello and for failing so
miserably in sending her to her grave.
“You are my damnation,
bitch, but I love you,” he had told her.
“I love you too,
Clement,” she had cooed, pronouncing his name in that sweet French manner that
he liked so much.
He had avoided her kiss
that night, left her home without looking back and then asked the next day to
go back home to the United States of America. Hardly a month after he returned
home, he met Helen Alston, the southern belle, and convinced himself shortly
after that he could become a gentleman after all. Still, the memory of Charlotte’s voice producing melodious sounds
of Brindisi—The Drinking Song, from
“La Traviata”—clouded his mind.
The rueful expression on
Clement’s face turned into a reflective smile of sweet reminiscences as he
started singing “Brindisi” with closed lips, not articulating the words until
he got to the second stanza.
‘Let us drink from the goblets of
joy…
…In life everything is folly which
does not bring pleasure.
...Life is nothing but pleasure, as
long as one is not in love.
...That’s my fate...
Be happy... wine and song and
laughter beautify the night;
let the new day find us in this
paradise.
Clement took a deep look at the
building, cocked his head, turned around and started walking away—destination Le Cafe Rive Droite where he would find
someone to put him on René Roccard’s trail, drink some nice French wine, sing a
little and find a woman for the night that would be a song for his ears.
The sun seemed to have cast a warm
spell on Paris that day, bringing out the brilliance of the city’s magnificent
structures in ways that gave further credence to the position the metropolis
held in the eyes and minds of connoisseurs, travelers, and revelers as the most
beautiful city in the world. Clement Coulther was not the only person the
comfortably high temperature enlivened that day. The balmy day stirred the zest
of life in the majority of Parisians, stirring most of them to go outdoors in
the parks, restaurants, cafes, streets, and other relaxing spots of the city. However,
Clement decided to make it the day to close in on René Roccard after an
exhausting time getting on the path of his trail, a task that began with the
mutual contacts they once shared.
The prospects of finding
the French enigma first gained traction only after he contacted Marie Rocheteau
the day before. Marie did not know Christelle Nguyen’s new address, but she
knew where her friend lived. She helped him to find Christelle’s friend that morning, and she did not disappoint as the link that
helped him finally close in on René.
Clement was surprised to
find a large and boisterous crowd carousing in Bar Chantellier that night when he walked in. Jokes, laughter, and shouting mingled in the air,
giving the place a liveliness that he liked in an instant. However, he was
quick to observe that not all the customers in the joint were affected by the
merry atmosphere. The English tourists who made up the majority of the crowd
were upbeat, but most of the French customers there looked like they did not
welcome their rowdiness.
Clement spotted René at
the far end of the bar but decided not to approach him right away. Instead, he
walked up to the counter and ordered a glass of wine, sharing words and smiles
with some of the English revelers while he kept an eye on René. He observed a
waiter bring René a plate of a hero sandwich and he even thought of ordering
one for himself but changed his mind when the bartender failed to respond to
his first call. However, he would have missed seeing another waiter refill the
Frenchman’s glass with red wine had he not turned around again just in time to
see the action.
“Wondering about that
bloke over there?” one of the Englishmen with a high accent muttered, regarded
Clement intensely for a moment and then fixed his eyes on René before turning
around again to Clement.
“He aroused my curiosity.
I mean, sitting there alone as if nothing is going on around him.”
The English guy chortled
for a moment and then cleared his throat.
"Won’t have believed it had I not seen the whole thing with my own eyes.
One of my friends invited him to join us, but the guy made it known in no
uncertain terms that he prefers to be alone,” the English guy said, shrugged
and then extended a hand and added, “My name is Jerry, Jerry Parker.”
He shook it. “I pass
around as Clement Coulther. So, what brings you guys here?”
“Huh! Nothing in
particular.”
“I see quite a jovial
atmosphere around me.”
“Hah! You can tell from our
language that we are nothing but a bunch of old vets who wore down their boots
while treading the beaches, mud paths and streets of the mainland during the
last days of the war. One of my pals came up with this brilliant idea that we
take a tour of the continent, get to appreciate these countries in peacetime,
relax and have fun. And as you can see, we all went for it.”
“I can see what you mean.
I observed your friend over there guzzling beer like someone in a contest.”
“Nah! Can’t say that
much,” Jerry said and chortled, “Blimey! Todd is a fine lad, but his binge
drinking is something I sometimes find worrisome. The guy tends to spoil for a
fight whenever he compromises his sobriety. I won’t say he has reached that
level already.”
“Spoils for a fight all
the time?”
“Often, I would say. But
not all the time.”
“Just out of curiosity,
you know! You guys are in wine country, yet you carry on drinking beer as if
you don’t want to discover anything new about the traditional French alcohol.”
“I am drinking wine,”
Jerry said and raised his half-empty glass.
“I know. I mean your
buddies.”
Clement and Jerry carried
on with their conversation as low-pitched and high-pitched voices mingled in
the air. Clement had to bend backwards several times to catch a glimpse of René
who kept looking at his watch every so often after he finished his sandwich,
like someone expecting a visitor.
Todd attracted Clement’s
attention again when he held his bottle of beer above his six-foot-two frame
and roared, “To show my gratitude to you dear English gentlemen for providing
me with such wonderful company, I am making an offer to pay for one round of
drinks for our thirsty throats. Breakfast will be at my expense too…but …” Todd
stopped in mid-sentence and stared wide-eyed in the direction of the main
entrance.
A wondering expression
crossed Clement’s face as he tried to figure out the cause of Todd’s sudden
silence. He was not the only person there who thought Todd’s unexpected
muteness was strange. However, he completely understood what was going on when
he found the object of the cheerful Englishman’s fixation.
An oriental lady in her
mid or late thirties, whose beauty would have made her the perfect image of the
princess in Turandot, was at the door, looking around the place wonderingly. It
was Christelle. Aging appeared to have made her even more beautiful. She was
trendy in her dressing too—spotting a silhouette with a pyramidal trapeze
outline crossed high with wide sashes, narrow strips, drawstrings and slanted
high-to-low lines.
Her face alighted when
she spotted the person she was looking for. Clement followed her with his eyes
as she picked her way through the tables and approached the seated René. Then a
figure hurried in her way. Clement held his breath when Todd intercepted her,
positioning himself between her and René’s table.
“Mademoiselle,
Mademoiselle, please honor my invitation and join us over there. I might be
known for coming across as a blabbering fool, but I have great respect for
beauty and sophistication. I even make it a point of saying so whenever I see a
woman with those qualities,” he said and bowed.
The confused Christelle
opened her mouth to say something, but the words couldn’t come out. All she did
was shake her head no.
“I don’t mean any harm,”
Todd said and offered her his hand.
“The lady doesn’t want to
be with you,” René said emphatically and rose to his feet.
“Jesus Christ, Todd
again!” Clement heard Jerry mutter under his breath, as he put his drink down
on the counter.
Clement looked at Jerry
for a moment and then turned around again
just in time to see Todd shove René aside. It did not have much of an effect,
but René staggered backwards a little, knocking down some chairs in the
process. He quickly steadied himself on his feet again, advanced at lightning
speed and aimed a jab at Todd that sent him sprawling to the floor. Christelle
screamed and backed away.
“No! Goddam it! She is
his woman,” Clement shouted at the top of his voice as five of the revelers
jumped to their feet and approached René menacingly.
Clement made it to the
scene a moment too late after one of the men had lunged at René’s waist,
crashing him to the floor while another kicked him on the back. Jerry was
shouting now, ordering his buddies to end the fighting, holding the other two
who were trying to surge forward to join in the melee while the fifth helped
Todd up to his feet. Clement forced himself in front of the kicker, urging him
to stop.
Everything seemed so
normal a quarter of an hour after Christelle walked
in, making it hard to tell that a drunken brawl had taken place in the bar that
night. Jerry even jokingly intoned that the fight was so foolish that he would instantly
become ashamed of himself the moment he moved his lips to tell his sons about
it.
“Aren’t we all former
soldiers who not long ago prided ourselves as comrades in arms fighting Nazi
Germany in a war to build a new Europe? So why
fight one another when our politicians with a reputation for squabbling are
making the modest effort to create the structures of a European community,”
Jerry pointed out.
“Because of a dame?” one
of the guys who didn’t get involved in the altercation shouted.
“An oriental dame to be
precise,” the guy next to him said in a monotone.
“And a beautiful one at
that,” Todd added in a raucous voice.
René smiled, smoothened
Christelle’s hair and then looked at his watch. “I must leave you guys now,” he
said in English, got up and shook Todd’s hand, “I am sorry for knocking you
down.”
“It is okay, man. Didn’t
know the dame was here to see you. You are lucky,
pal!” Todd said with genuine admiration in his voice.
The war vets exchanged
more pleasantries before René bade them goodbye and then walked out of the bar.
Clement joined him before he stepped on the street.
“I didn’t offer my
special thanks to you for coming to my rescue,” René said.
“No problem. I did what I
had to do.”
“I
received a surprise phone call from my sister today. She told me Clement has
been looking for you,” Christelle interjected.
“D’accord!” René intoned with dimmed eyes, indicating that she could
go ahead with her account.
“I told her you are about
to leave for French Cameroun,” Christelle blurted out with a ring of excitement
in her voice.
René plastered her with a
hard look and then turned to Clement
again. “What are you here for, Clement?”
“I had this strange idea
that you could feed me with some news about the political developments in
France from the day your hero General Charles De Gaulle returned to active
politics.”
“Is this one of your
little games again?”
“What exactly do you
mean?”
“I don’t like your
reputation, Clement. You have a nose for smelling trouble, but your mind is unreliable,
and you have a mouth for reporting things the wrong way. You never seem to get
it. The great powers have interests to defend, and obligations to fulfill. The
responsibility for humanity’s survival rests on their shoulders. Your
journalism or reporting fails to recognize that fact.”
“I beg we differ on that.”
“What do you want,
clement?”
“I am chasing the news,
that’s all.”
“Then you are in the
wrong place.”
“You are news, René.
Wherever you go, whatever you put your foot on, whatever you stretch your arms
at or whatever you hold becomes news. What are you aiming at, René?”
“You got all the news you
want here, Clement. We are back. You will find enough news in France to keep
you busy for the next decade. The Gaullists are back in Paris.”
“You put it perfectly,
René!”
“What is perfect about
it?”
“I have a trail to
follow.”
“What trail?”
“You are the trail, René.
You will lead me to all the good stories in France.”
“Hah, hah…hah, hah, hah!” René chortled, “France isn’t where the action is, Clement. Go to Algeria.
Go to Africa.”
“You can say that only if
you are going there yourself. Is that what you really plan to do?”
René Roccard was quiet
for a moment. “I don’t need you breathing down my neck again. France is without
doubt where your buddies need you.”
“Tell me about it.”
“You Americans have no
taste for news from places you had no clue existed in this world.”
“What do you have in
mind?”
“Leave me alone,
Clement!”
“Huh, René! I am glad I
returned to France.”
“Stay away from me.”
“I am your friend, René.
You make the news, and I report it. Our symbiosis is perfect for everyone. You
see why there is no point threatening your friend here!”
“You heard me,” René
gritted, glared at Clement for a moment and then turned to Christelle. “Let’s
go,” he said with a jerk of the head and a wave of the hand and then started
walking away.
Christelle wrapped her
right arm around her lover’s elbow, looked back fleetingly at Clement and then batted
her eyelids as if to say, ‘he is like that’. She had come to perceive the world
as a place where men fight to make a point while having peace of mind as their
ultimate goal.
Clement Coulther smiled
back as he watched the pair fade away into the Parisian night walking
arm-in-arm. He wondered at the back of his mind what he could do next. He
didn’t feel like rejoining the carousers in the bar,
and he didn’t have the urge anymore to get someone to keep him company for the night. Just then the thought of
Duke Ellington’s “Take the A Train” crossed his mind and he winced with half-closed
eyes. It had been a while since he last heard the song; it was years
probably―five or six at least. He started humming the lyrics softly as he
stretched his arm for an approaching taxi. But even as he tried to be upbeat
during the ride to his hotel room, the revelation Christelle made about René’s
intention to go to French Cameroun and René’s discomfort about it lurked at the
back of his mind as a puzzle he could not shake off.
It was a half-moon night, dark enough
to hide a lot in the forest, but light enough to distinguish the outlines of
everything that it cast a shadow over. Crouched behind two rocks with a little
gap between them was Clement Coulther. He smiled as he peered at the boy
dancing around the campfire, his arms stretched out like a glider. Clement had
to catch his breath at the boy’s remarkable agility as he watched him leap
about five feet high in the air. He even stopped himself from running out to
give a helping hand when the boy somersaulted over the fire. Then the kid
turned around and looked in his direction.
“The face; there is
something about the face; I know that face. Michel Villepin?” Clement wondered.
The flashback took him to
Northern France five years ago, to a Bretagne village where he had to step in
on behalf of the boy being chased by a bunch of kids who kept chanting Fils d’un Boche (Son of a Boche)—a derogatory
French term for a German soldier. He had taken the boy home to his grandmother
Solange Villepin and visited them a couple of times afterwards. He even met the
boy’s French mother Marie-Blanche Villepin the third time he went there. She
was visiting from Nantes where she worked at a garment factory. Perhaps he
would have loved to maintain that level of communication with the family had
Michel Villepin not asked him to become his father right there in the presence
of his grandmother and mother. The women had nodded in acceptance. When he
promised the family that he would think it over before making a decision, he
knew they would be getting nothing more than his financial support for Michel’s
education. And that’s what they got. He wasn’t prepared at the time to become a
father figure to the boy.
A sudden flash of
lightning gave a moment of brightness to the forest, revealing a silhouette
figure brandishing a sword behind a tree half a distance away to the left,
between Michel and Clement. Michel certainly saw the figure too because he
started running away. The man got on his heels, prompting Clement to emerge
from his hideout in hot pursuit of them.
Michel was running
frantically now. He tripped twice but got up quickly and was on his heels
again, running like someone being chased by the devil. Another flash of
lightning caught Michel just as he looked back at his pursuer. An expression of
dread on his face turned into a sweet enigmatic smile and then he was Michel no
more. It was his son Jason Coulther—slightly bigger and looking like a
ten-year-old.
“No, no…no, no―” Clement
screamed.
His screams seemed to
have alerted the pursuer who became relentless in his chase—jumping over
brushes, fallen trees and a log. Clement
continued screaming as he ran after the two at a pace that seemed unreal. But
they too were running in a ghost-like manner, a point he made a mental of when
another flash of lightning revealed the face of the pursuer. It was René
Roccard.
“No, René. Not my
son…Never my son—” he cried, tripped, and fell. He got up to his feet again in
an instant only to find that René was holding his son’s outstretched hand, with
Jason tipped over a cliff and with the tip of René’s sword on the boy’s throat.
Clement calculated right
away that René held the aces. He could let go of Jason’s hand and his son would
find himself in a free fall down the cliff or he could make Jason’s death less
painful by sticking the weapon into his throat.
“Please, René…please,
René,” Clement pleaded helplessly but with an underlying determination to save
his son.
“I warned you, Clement.
Stay away from me. He is not your son.”
“He is my son. I won’t
let you take him away from me again.”
“Stay away, I am warning
you for the last time.”
“You won’t dare do it,
René. I will chase you to hell and make you pay for any further harm you do to
my family.”
“To hell, we go then. Dive, Clement. He is going to
hell, and you alone can save him,” René said and let go of the boy’s hand.
“Jason, no…no, Jason…,
Jason, Jason, Jason!” Clement screamed and jumped down the cliff to rescue his
son. But he couldn’t reach the boy whose face changed from Jason’s to Michel's
and then to that of an oriental boy and finally to an African kid.
Clement was still screaming when Lisa
Muriel, his new girlfriend, shook him awake. He continued whimpering his son’s
name minutes after, as he sat propped up in bed.
“You just had a bad
dream,” Lisa offered.
“It is okay Lisa. It
could be more than a dream. Oh, it is a nightmare I have been trying to run
away from all my life. Don’t worry. I will take care of it.”
Lisa sensed right away
that he did not want to talk about it. She too did not want to dwell on it
because she needed some more hours of sleep before dawn to keep her alert at
work the next day.
“Bonne nuit, Mon Chéri,”
she whispered and dropped her head back on the pillow.”
“Goodnight, Darling Girl.
Sleep well. And don’t bother to wake me up in the morning.”
Clement waited until Lisa
was snoring before he got out of bed and walked up to the window. He draped the
blind a little and rested his eyes on the crimson
night. His nightmares had started after his return from Vietnam. It
always left him exhausted, but he had never felt so tired of life before as he
was feeling now. Helen, his ex-wife, had promised him damnation for failing to
be there for her and Jason.
“A curse? What is the
penance?” he whispered helplessly and slumped to the floor like a man
indifferent to the use of his legs.
And truly he was tired in
spirit, wearied like never before by a southern belle who told him at the start
of their relationship that she loved him for his ruggedness, natural soul, and indefatigable spirit.
He had fallen in love
with Helen Alston the first time he laid eyes on her, professed her his love
like a babbling fool and then led her to the altar and made her his wife a
quarter of a year into their relationship, much to the amazement of his family
members and friends.
“How did she settle
Clement down?” he
too had asked himself afterwards.
But Helen Alston had
settled him down all right. She somehow managed to tame the maverick soldier in
his blood, chiseled a courteous journalist out of the daredevil he was reputed
to be, and made him understand that life
was not only about keeping others abreast of the miseries of this world. But
above all, she made him the father of a beautiful baby boy; and she helped him
become a writer who created wonderful characters, weaved fantastic plots, and
wrote fast-paced stories that made readers smile and be endeared to his name in
the process. He became stable; he became famous as a writer, but he was restless all the same.
Helen wanted him around
all the time. And he hovered around her as a devoted husband was expected to do
until he volunteered to cover the September 1957 crisis in Little Rock,
Arkansas. That was the forerunner to their problems. Helen didn’t want him to
go, but he went there despite her emotional appeals.
History was being made in
Little Rock, he wrote for the attention of Americans and the rest of the world.
The American establishment was finally making the effort to integrate its Negro
minority by forcing a white school to comply with judiciary decisions to admit
Negro students.
Only, he did not write
about his encounters in Little Rock with Vera Hilton, his high school crush who
suddenly appeared in his life twenty years after. Vera never left his memory as
the girl he was enamored of in the tenth grade. She was the first girl he kissed.
So, when she left New Jersey with her parents on a federal assignment to Alaska
hardly a year after they met, the separation almost tore his heart apart, to
the point where it took him another year to feel like he was in love again.
Vera had always been his
type—fire with fire that led to explosions and explosions until they became
oblivious to the open nature of their affair. Or perhaps they just didn’t care.
She was working for the federal government on a mission to Little Rock to
enforce Washington’s decision in the school debacle and he was working for the
biggest media company in the country. She claimed she was in the process of
seeking a divorce from her husband while he was trying to find accommodation
with his stifling wife. The lovers even consoled themselves that they were
doing well complementing one another in their tasks.
But then, he grew tired
of the Little Rock story when it dragged on for too long and became less
sensational. He sought some space away from the wearying Vera and looked back
to the gentle life he had known with his wife. However, he never reckoned that
a yesterday missed can never be found even in a fine tomorrow.
He started feeling
restless again hardly a month after he returned home to Philadelphia. Something
was tearing him apart that he could not figure out. That was why when his boss
asked him if he wanted to report on the increasing American military
involvement in Vietnam, he jumped at the opportunity without thinking twice
about it. Helen did not like it, but there was nothing she could do to stop
him. Nobody could stop him.
He wondered what he was
doing again in South Vietnam right after he got there. However, that
discomfiture did not last for up to a month as the maverick in his soul
resurfaced and he was back in the jungle, away from civilization as most of his
American compatriots knew it, and into a hell that was close to Dante’s
Inferno.
“We got ourselves into
one big hole that has quicksand underneath,” were his words to a French
journalist after a three-week stint in the jungle with American Special Forces.
He admitted to himself
not long afterwards that he too didn’t know he was in a bigger hole when he
accompanied American troops into the jungle for a month and failed to get
Helen’s telegram expressing her rage following her discovery of his affair with
Vera. Then there was a second telegram about Vera’s pregnancy and a third
hardly a week after, reporting the death of their five-year-old son from an
unknown infection picked up at his kindergarten. He got the last two telegrams
on the same day.
“Unknown infection?” He had
raged, wept, and despaired.
No answer.
“Haven’t we just invented
antibiotics? Didn’t the medical authorities declare that they have eradicated
polio and all the other fatal childhood illnesses?” He had posed the question
several times to whoever cared to listen.
Still, there was no clear
answer.
He had returned home to
find a desolate and inconsolable wife who didn’t want him anymore, who blamed
him for her grieving and cheated soul, and who openly declared that she too
started an affair with a southern writer and real estate millionaire three
weeks before the death of their son. The divorce was quick, final, and
difficult to swallow, but he was determined to carry on with life despite the
heartaches. After all, he was only thirty-seven years old, and he still had a
lot of punch left in his system.
But nothing could replace
the loss of Jason and the broken ties with Helen. Then as if to trick his
senses even further, the recurring nightmare featuring Jason and Helen began
and kept haunting him ever since. A week ago, before he got the assignment to
France, the bad dream featured Michel Villepin for the first time. But not
until recently did René Roccard get into the
picture. He wondered what it all meant. He searched for other answers but the
few he could get as a consolation were in the words of an elderly Gypsy woman
who had told him ten years ago that he had the gift to see his future if only
he focused on it.
Clement regarded the
sleeping Lisa and sighed. He would follow his instincts and look for Michel.
And after that, he would get on René’s trail again. He could be the cure to his
nightmares after all.
The
African Pearl
If
you board a plane or ship plying any of the international routes and ask to be
taken to the heart of Africa, do not be surprised to find yourself disembarking
in Cameroon. It is a beautiful country per se, situated opposite the middle
portion of Brazil, on the eastern side of the Atlantic Ocean. Bordered by six
countries of which Nigeria is the most prominent neighbor, Cameroon appears on
maps like a heavily pregnant mother carrying a baby on her back.
This peculiar
geopolitical entity was created by accident and apportioned to Germany during
the 1884 Berlin conference that carved up Africa. Thereafter, Berlin treated
German Kamerun as its treasured colony for thirty-two years until Great Britain
and France captured the land during the First World War, partitioned it into
British Cameroons and French Cameroun and then went on to lord it over the
people for four decades. However, they too were challenged by Cameroonian civic
nationalists who campaigned for the divided territory’s reunification and
self-rule. Today, English and French are the country’s official languages,
mirroring the dominance of the two Indo-European languages in Africa.
They say the gods have a
design even in the most outrageous acts of mortals. If that is the case, then
it also applies to Cameroon. The country has defied so many odds in its history
that the people now pride themselves on the saying that “Impossible isn’t a
Cameroonian word.”
Renowned voices tend to call Cameroon “Africa
in miniature”, not only because of its fanciful shape and turbulent history but also because of the physical and
human aspects of its geography. It is the point in Africa where the East meets
the West and where the North meets the South. It is a country that features
plains and mountains, plateaus and valleys, rivers and seas, lakes and waterfalls, as well as other
landmarks that mirror the rest of Africa. The south is dominated by equatorial
and tropical rainforests, the north is covered by Sahelian vegetation, and the
middle portion of the country is graced with high savannah of mixed grassland
and forest. In fact, all the different flora and fauna in Africa can be found
in this carelessly-drawn triangle called Cameroon.
The curious eye is apt to
notice varying statures, facial types, and shades of complexion as it travels
throughout Cameroon—the result of the territory’s history as the crossroads of
African migrations. Anthropological linguists hold that all of Africa’s four
major language groups converge in Cameroon.
The southern portion of
the country is the base from where Bantu speakers spread to southern and
eastern Africa. The furthest spread of Afro-Asiatic peoples is in the north of
this territory, featuring groups like the Semitic-speaking Arabs,
Berber-speaking Tuaregs, Chadic-speaking Hausas and Batas, and Fula or
Fulfulde-speaking Fulanis or Peuls. Nilo-Saharan speakers dominate the north of
the country in their furthest spread to the west of the African continent. Also present in Cameroon are small ethnicities
of the fourth major subgroup called Niger-Congo-A that occupy the southwestern
border regions with Nigeria. Settled in the northwestern portion of the country
that looks like the pregnant part of Mother Cameroon is the fifth and unique indigenous
group that you will find only in Cameroon. Named semi-Bantu, Graffi or southern
Bantoid, this group has characteristics of all the four major language groups
or sub-races in Africa. Legends and lore hold that semi-Bantu people are
originally of Afro-Asiatic and Nilo-Saharan descent and that they assimilated
all the peoples they encountered in the course of their migration. The Bamileké
people are the dominant ethnicity in this group.
Cameroon’s human and physical wealth has
indeed been the source of its turbulent history, its pride and the ingredients
that give its people a unique flavor. The flavor has produced colorful
Cameroonian characters that the curious eye and mind are likely to enjoy by
hating or loving them, pitying or angrily denouncing them. These characters
provide insights into human nature and the African continent that is haunted by
leaders with the evil disposition.
While other African
peoples have picked up arms and warred among themselves to have their country
split up, Cameroon is the only geo-political entity in the continent whose
inhabitants went to war to reunite its people separated by the legacy of the Anglo-French partition of the former German
colony of Kamerun. It is the only country where those who fought for its reunification
and independence are yet to assume political power, as they continue to
languish from the defeat suffered at the hands of the French overlords and the
puppets the French political establishment installed in power in Cameroon. It
is the land where you will find Africa’s biggest political deception and
sleaziest mafia. It is the country in Africa with the lowest number of heads of
state in its history, yet it is a country that is unlikely to engage in
internecine war to get rid of the suffocating system.
Now that you have disembarked on your
journey into the heart of Africa, where do find yourself? You are certainly at
the doorsteps of the city of Douala.
You are stepping into
Douala because it is also the gateway to Cameroon. In the distant picturesque
background is the Cameroon Mountain, an imposing volcanic outcrop from the
Atlantic Ocean that features layers of forest,
grassland, and rocky desert at its entire altitude. You will also find
beautiful creeks, rivers, and streams
that crisscross and surround Douala. These unique features give the area its
beauty and lustrousness—something admirers of nature always marvel at whenever
they view the city from the air, the sea, or the land.
Now, brace yourself for
the challenge of walking into a unique unknown by opening the gates of Cameroon
through the soul of Douala.
Douala is the city where
the German colonial administration sought to build a cross of Berlin, Leipzig,
and Hanover in Africa, leaving behind an impressive array of architectural
monuments as a stamp of their presence in the land, an exploit that lasted
three decades and made Douala the melting pot of multi-ethnic German Kamerun.
The French also embarked
on an ambitious project of making Douala a sub-Saharan Paris after they kicked
the Germans out of the city in 1916. After all, the machinery of the Free
French forces in Sub-Saharan Africa was molded here and Jacques-Philippe
LeClerc made his debut in the city, eventually becoming the finest French
general in the field during the Second World War.
Now that you have walked
into Cameroon, what do you find going on inside the heart of Douala? If you
perk your head a little higher, you will find a modest one-story building
standing in the northwestern portion of the neighborhood of Bali, close to
Akwa.
They say the Akwa neighborhood
has been popular for over a century now. It hosts Douala’s popular waterfront
and main thoroughfare where you will find some of Cameroon’s famous restaurants,
bistros, bars, hotels, coffee houses and French-style bakeries and
nightclubs—all within commanding view of the sea, creeks, and swamps. It is the
part of the city frequented by the city's large expatriate population and
tourists, and those Cameroonians with a taste for contemporary trends. They say
the city’s inhabitants regard Akwa as their mirror to the rest of the world.
Now, let's go back to the
one-story building that borders the Akwa neighborhood. It is April 1958 and
Joseph Nkabyo Njike is the owner of the modest structure in this part of French
Cameroun. He resides on the ground floor with his family of a wife and five
children, while two young families occupy the apartments above. He has tried to
give some sense of security to the building by erecting a five-foot-high fence
of concrete blocks with broken bottles on it, all pointing upwards. He has also
built a gate to the yard from corrugated iron sheets that creak each time
someone opens it, proving to be a source of alarm in itself. They say the owner
of the building erected the fence and gate to keep undesirable elements out.
But coming from a man
with two teenage sons and a stunningly beautiful sixteen-year-old daughter, the
fence and the gate could also be construed as a measure to keep his family away
from the bustling Douala nightlife considered by many to be the most vibrant in
Black Africa.
However, another element
has just cropped up—the sense of insecurity pervading the city after the French
mandatory government banned the UPC (Union of the Populations of the
Cameroons), the most popular political party in French Cameroun that along with
its sister parties in British Cameroons, have been advocating for the
reunification and independence of French Cameroun and British Cameroons.
Still, there was dancing in the streets, a
fact not lost on the children of the
Njike family and household who were barred from venturing out that night by
their imposing father. So, even as he snored and rumbled that late evening,
Joseph Njike knew his children were safe and asleep in their rooms. His wife
also shared that thought as she stared into the night, wondering why she was
having a hard time falling asleep like her husband.
The Njike mother was
half-asleep when she thought she heard a sound that she could have sworn sounded
like something in her dream. She half-opened her eyes and listened. It was a
slight creak all right and she was not dreaming about it.
Maria Meunjeu Njike, née
Njomo, quietly got out of bed and hurried to the window to find her youngest
child, the eight-year-old Gavin Nemafou Njike sneaking out.
Joseph will kill him if he finds out, she thought. Without hesitating for
a moment, she grabbed a cape, tied it above her breasts, covering the greater
portion of her gown and then tip-toed outside.
The sound of traditional
music celebrating the end of the year for
a meeting group was in the air, giving the night a festive spirit that Maria
found alluring. She could hear the drums, rattles, and hissing sounds from
other percussionists who certainly knew what they were doing. Maria stopped
herself from shaking her head to the rhythm.
She didn’t have to think
hard to figure out that Gavin was having a hard time resisting the musical
sounds and the performers whose activities had animated the atmosphere in the neighborhood.
Her son’s love for music was extraordinary. Maria felt a twinge of pride at the
thought that Gavin must have inherited much of his musical genes from her. The
boy often delighted in testing his vocal cords by singing familiar lyrics, and
he equally enjoyed wriggling his body and moving his legs around in peculiar
dance steps to both local and foreign dance tunes. She suppressed a smile at
the thought that Gavin reacted to music in the same animated manner that she
was known to react as a young girl.
The night was slightly dark,
and Maria could not understand why her fears kept growing with every passing
second. Now she was afraid, afraid for her son, afraid of so many things. Her
second cousin had uttered his death scream on a similar night three weeks ago,
only for family members to find his lifeless body moments after with gunshot
wounds that proved the high price he had to pay for his involvement in protests
against French rule in the land.
However, as Maria looked
skywards and spotted the crimson moon on the
horizon, she felt slightly comforted by it. The moon exposes evil
lurking in the darkness, and nobody can hurt my son, she thought.
Maria arrived at the
celebration grounds to find Gavin articulating the lyrics of a song, stamping
his feet, and twisting and shaking his body in a serious but comic manner as he
sang and danced with a crowd in the circle, receiving cheers and applause from
the adult dancers for his performance. But she was not amused at all by the
spectacle in front of her. She went straight for her son, grabbed him by the
collar of his shirt and pulled him out of the circle, threatening and scolding.
She even shoved aside a dancer who was slow in getting out of her way.
The initially stunned
Gavin had nothing to say for a minute or two as he listened to the scolding
words of his mother.
“Mama, the only thing I
wanted to do was dance. Didn’t I tell you already that I want to become a
musician? I need the practice,” he protested.
“Shut up and say nothing
anymore…until...until,” she said and left the words hanging. Then she took a
deep breath and shook her head in exasperation.
“Mama!”
“I said shut up.”
“Okay, Mama!”
“I’m taking you back home
to your bed; do you understand? And I want you to go to sleep and do nothing
else until tomorrow morning. That’s when we shall talk about this.”
“Please, don’t tell
Papa,” Gavin pleaded.
“Why shouldn’t I tell
your father that you want to become a bad child like those street children who
steal around?”
“Because I promise I
won’t do it again.”
“Shut up!” Maria snapped
again.
Gavin did not utter
another word. Just then, an owl howled in the darkness, sending a shiver up
Maria’s spine. She did not like the bird at all. She, like so many of her
fellow compatriots, was also convinced that the owl’s cry spelt a bad omen.
Mother and son walked the
remaining half of the journey in silence. At the gate, they heard the sound of
distant gunshots that grew louder and more frequent with every passing second.
Maria hurriedly closed the gate, ran with her son into the house, locked the
entrance door and led him to his bed. The sound of shootings outside did not
last more than five minutes, and the noise did not wake Joseph Njike and his
boys up from their deep slumber compromised by corn beer supplied by his neighbor
that afternoon. Maria hung around Gavin and made sure her son was asleep before
she walked back into her room.
It would be almost dawn
before she fell asleep, as tormenting thoughts kept her awake, leaving her
staring sightlessly into the Douala night. She had every reason to worry about
her ingenious son whose love of life had exposed him to danger so many times.
She was also worried about the growing insecurity in Douala where French and
local forces were bent on suppressing and repressing the banned UPC (Union of
the Populations of the Cameroons) through a campaign that risked sucking his
other sons into what her husband called the madness of war. She feared they too
could be caught in the middle like her deceased second cousin. Besides, he was
convinced the UPC would never relent in its campaign to achieve reunification
and independence for British Cameroons and French Cameroun, the territories
that emerged from the partition of German Kamerun by Britain and France.
Before she fell asleep
that night, Maria came to a decision that would alter the course of her
family’s destiny. She would send her children to their uncle in Victoria at the
foot of the Cameroon Mountain in British Southern Cameroons. She was certain
they would be safe in the hands of her favorite brother Julius Wakam Njomo for
the entire duration of the long holidays. And if the security situation in
Douala failed to improve in the next couple of months, then she would convince
her husband to move the entire family back to their ancestral homeland where
they could be assured of peace and security.
By Janvier Chouteu-Chando, author of Flash of the Sun amazon.com/Flash-Sun-Comp
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